i went for a walk today, after three long days of doing nothing.
wanted to say some things to some people but i was too wasted even to breathe
and my mind just went crazy with some ideas about things i want to do.
i can't even think clearly these days.
and right now, exactly this moment, i can't stand myself.
yesterday i felt like all my emotions were wrapped into something
i couldn't find appropriate words to explain how i felt.
it was so deep, sincere, innocent, intense, strong, naive, devouring, wild, obsessive...wonderful.
it was like i'm on meth or something like that when you just can't stop being fucking emo
and singing some stupid songs while everybody looks at you like you're doing the most weird thing
ever.
but i'm still kinda lonely.
and exhausted. emotionally.
need to cool down a bit with everything and everybody
otherwise i'll collapse.
fucking moody period.
it's just like this weather.
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