jače.
ne ne NE! ne tako, uradi kako treba, iz zaleta pa onda.
pff nemaš pojma.
daj da ti pokažem kako se to radi.
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Friday, February 26, 2010
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11:40 PM
aj udari glavom o zid sada.
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hear me thinking
at
4:36 PM
nisam tužna, samo nije moj dan.
tom je jednom rekao,
"The sky turned black and bruised and we had months of heavy rain."
kako bih volela da je sada tako.
we stick our fingers in the ground,
heave and turn the world around
smoke is blacking out the sun
at night i pray and clean my gun
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gospodin ignor
at
4:35 AM
pre neko veče sam sanjala da opet radim na radiju i probudila sam se sa najgorom glavoboljom.
hoću da radim i hoću da radim TO.
a ne znam zašto me otac i dalje izbegava na tu temu.
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arterial fantasy
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
at
1:07 PM
baš ovako kao sneg napolju - brzi melt, i da se razlijem svuda, po krevetu, tepihu, podu.
nowplaying: freestylers - jump n twist
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Tuesday, February 23, 2010
at
7:53 PM
hush me, touch me
perfume, the wind and the leaves
hush me, touch me
the burns, the holes in the sheets
i'm hoping the smoke
hides the shame i've got on my face
cognac and broken glass
all these years i've been your ashtray
not today
i found a pink cigarette
on the bed the day that you left
and how can i forget that your lips were there
your kiss goes everywhere, touches everything
but me
hush me, touch me
champagne, your hair in the breeze
hush me, touch me
lipstick, a slap on my cheek
your eyes cried at last
told me everything i was afraid to ask
now i'm dressed in white
and you've burned me for the last time
this ain't the last time
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kao neki post
Sunday, February 21, 2010
at
11:29 PM
počeloo jeeeeeee počelo.
bujica reči iz moje glave opet.
al mislim da ništa neću da napišem, suviše mi je smešno i glupo, pocrveneću.
oscilacije sa raspoloženjem, nedelja je, mogu.
mojdan.
nowplaying: aphex twin - fingerbib
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ctrl-alt-delete
Saturday, February 20, 2010
at
2:18 AM
razočarana sam i besna i tužna i poludeću.
glupiglupiglupiglupiglupi ljudi.
htela sam da joj napišem mejl, počela sam i sve obrisala.
ruke su mi se tresle od besa dok sam pisala i potrošila sam deset cigareta paleći jednu za drugom i onda mi je pripala muka, ne mogu više, JA NE MOGU!
strašno mi je.
povraćaću.
nije mi više važan ni oproštaj ni razgovor ni da li ćemo ikada opet imati normalan odnos, neću više da znam uopšte za tu priču.
sutra ću da se probudim, i kad otvorim oči, ne želim više išta od toga do postoji, ne želim IKAD VIŠE da se ta tema pomene.
ako treba da izgubim petsto ljudi zato što volim jednu jedinu osobu, so be it.
apsolutno me više nije briga.
jebite se svi.
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LOL-A-GAME
Thursday, February 18, 2010
at
11:50 PM
let's play a game.
it's called "let's pretend it's sonya's birthday" and i will provide a list of rules below in case you're interested.
well, it's a sort of a wishlist to be precise, but nevermind the title.
1. i want another piercing (this is the latest fad that's why it's no.1)
2. a trip to iceland or any kind of travel would be more than welcome
3. i want the whole collection of gits series and everything related to ghost in the shell like, immediately
4. i need an apartment. well, this is maybe the most important "rule" cause as the days go by i feel like killing someone. SO. for people's sake, you should consider this rule as the most important one, and if you choose to play, this will be the first thing to do before moving on to the next level.
5. i need an external memory for my laptop, asap. i get too emotional when it comes to computers or personal things in general, so buying a new laptop is not an option. E X T E R N A L M E M O R Y is what i need, really.
6. sunday is my favorite day. on sundays i like doing nothing. except lying around and watching cartoons, maybe reading a book, but that's it. lately, i feel a bit stiff because of that. conclusion - i need a new bed, more comfy than the one i have now. beds are not so expensive (just a hint)
7. this one is not so important, but not totally irrelevant either. let's just say it should be at the bottom of the list but i remembered it now so it's on the 7th place. CH O C O L A T E. lots of it. maybe a lifetime supply, i wouldn't mind. ^^
8. speaking of lifetime supplies, i want just one more thing. grass, the greener the better, ktnx. *.*
9. a car. yes. and a licence for it, considering i do know how to drive but i don't have a damn licence. it doesn't matter which car, in this case i won't be so demanding, i just want to avoid public transportation.
10. i was thinking about the 10th place a lot and the only thing that crosses my mind is -silver. and when i say silver i mean tights. i want silver tights, let's say, 10 pairs, a symbolic number.
11. although every normal list goes up to 10 things, since this is not top10, my list shall have eleven elements. 11th rule of this game is a turtle. yes, a turtle. i want to buy a sea turtle for my boy and i don't have an idea where in this fucking planet a sea turtle can be bought. if someone knows someone who can import a sea turtle in serbia, WITHOUT any injuries i want it to be the healthiest turtle in the world, is welcome to play.
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joy
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
at
5:01 PM
izlazim iz šolje kafe i utapam se u krevet dublje, pravim rupu.
svet je ponovo dobio najlepši oblik harmonije, sve je logično i na mestu.
konačno sam uspela da se probudim u normalno doba, jako mnogo je prošlo otkako se nisam osećala tako dobro posle spavanja.
zvala bih ga na fiksni, da pričamo satima i da mu puštam muziku preko slušalice
ali nemam fiksni, mobilnom ne verujem.
šta se zapravo dogodilo nisam ni sama sigurna, jedno je fakat - sviđa mi se i hoću stalno tako.
ktnxbye
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facepalm
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
at
5:47 AM
e ovako, dve stvari.
prva.
klark je nastupio u MAĐARSKOJ dvadesetidrugog JANUARA a da ja to nisam ni znala.
šejm on mi, nisam nikakav true fan, fejl.
druga.
posle tog šokantnog saznanja sam se momentalno ulogovala na njegov profil i videla da u skorije vreme neće dolaziti nigde u neighborhood.
a kad se samo setim plana za odlazak u berlin i koliko je sve to bilo izvodljivo i izvesno pripadne mi muka.
idem da se ubijem brb
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virtual crime
Monday, February 15, 2010
at
2:52 AM
like a feather floating on the air,
i saw pigeons die today
massive, grand, proud and grey
their souls showed me my own way
still walking and i'm not afraid
just a bit uncertain
keeping them at bay
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she's me i'm her.
Sunday, February 14, 2010
at
2:36 AM
iste redosled emocija kao i prvi put, iznenađenja, šokovi, suze, sve to sada na repeatu, oduševljavala sam se beskrajno.
želim ponovo da steknem onaj androidski osećaj kada izlazim iz kuće, kao nekad kad sam zamišljala da je cela moja ulica prepuna špijuna i zlih kiborga zbog kojih moram da hodam tiho i oprezno.
razumem je.
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werewolves and cats.
at
5:05 PM
they can, they know, they want, they will, watch out.
no worries, we're here just for the fun.
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kind of.
at
4:20 AM
okrećem se oko sebe, lagano, veoma neartikulisano pomeram ruke.
dižem ih u vazduh, želim nešto da kažem, ali ti ne postojiš.
pored kreveta mi stoje četiri upaljača, nijedan od njih nije moj.
suze.
nasilno sam se probudila. potpuno mokra, iscrpljena, dezorijentisana, nisam u stanju da izađem napolje.
čekali su ispred moje kuće, došli su po mene baš na dan kada sam odlučila da nestanem.
okrenula sam se prema levom zidu sobe, prišla, sklonila zavesu i pogledala kroz prozor.
bili su tu.
htela sam da te zarobim da te nikad ne odvedu,
ali,
ti ne postojiš.
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pasmater.
at
4:09 AM
prestrašan mi je bio malopređašnji momenat i doživela sam najgori šok u životu kada sam shvatila da sam greškom obrisala DVA meni JAKO važna teksta pre neki dan kad sam čistila komp.
te tekstove sam planirala jednog dana da objavim negde, nekad, i sad ih više nema.
a lepo su mi govorili da ne budem brzopleta.
mislim da ću da se srušim.
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ashtray.
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
at
3:21 AM
oduvek sam znala da ću, bar još jednom u životu biti zaljubljena u nekog edvarda, kao što sam beskrajno bila zaljubljena u edvarda makazorukog kao klinka.
isto tako, uvek kad sam sa drugaricama igrala one neke čaralice od papira, gde se kao, zapišu neka imena,
gradovi,
vrste automobila i
brojevi od 0 do 3,
meni je uvek ispadao los anđeles, koji sam kasnije prihvatila kao grad no.1 za živeti jednom u životu.
....
ovo dete se zove edvard i iz los anđelesa je.
Edward Ma, better known under the recording name edIT (or The Con-Artist) is a Los Angeles electronic producer and DJ.
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tell me what you want from me.mp3
Tuesday, February 09, 2010
at
3:11 AM
izlečite me, ne želim da poludim.
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hot water instead of blood.
Sunday, February 07, 2010
at
7:56 AM
my radiator sings.
maybe not that specific song that i like, but still. he sings. and he tries.
i often listen to his melody.
and i try to find some kind of harmony in it.
is it a ballad or some heavy shit, i don't really know,
but i can tell it's a damn good song.
whenever i get tired, i turn him off.
it seems he'll sing whole day today.
little singalong.
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wie geht es dir?
Tuesday, February 02, 2010
at
9:53 PM
unutrašnje prženje, gorenje spolja, onda upadnem u ledenost pa zatvorim prozor al ne pomaže.
ulazi smog spolja, to me jako nervira.
i guši.
sanjala sam obrve.
debele, nedefinisanog oblika, guste, i nisu moje.
onda sam se probudila, shvatila da je tek deset ujutru i okrenula glavu na drugu stranu jastuka.
onu hladniju.
počelo je kao šetnja, koja se pretvorila u lagano trčanje, zatim furiozno nestajanje u vremenu i prostoru i onda sam stala.
ispred mene je bio zid od cigala, pravih starih cigala, narandžastih kao zidovi u mojoj sobi.
čovek se nasmejao, uz polu-kašalj, pružila sam mu maramicu i nastavila da hodam kao da zida nije bilo.
viknuo mi je "devojčice, želiš li limunadu?"
pogledala sam ga podozrivo, odmahnula rukom mrmljajući sebi u bradu kako mi je dosta limunade, i nastavila da hodam.
sunce je pržilo kao ono letnje morsko na slanom telu, cepajući mi očne jabučice.
nisam imala naočare niti bilo kakav vid zaštite.
posle beskonačno mnogo sati hodanja više nisam mogla da gledam.
pala sam na tlo i prestala da dišem.
bio je to najsuvlji dan u istoriji svemira i bila sam potpuno svesna koliko sam bespomoćna u tom scenariju.
ipak, nisam uspevala da se probudim.
osećala sam kako mi kroz grlo prolazi prašina i više od svega sam tada želela vode, makar kap.
počela je ona poznata melodija, ali nisam uspela da dosegnem do unutrašnjeg džepa jakne.
zvonilo je čitavu večnost.
svesnost i jedne i druge realnosti je surova, naročito kada nema nikog da ti kaže da je ipak sve u redu.
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naked on the floor.
at
5:58 AM
i can't stand this weather.
i can't stand people anymore.
i can't stand the lights, mornings, missed calls or any kind of obligations.
they all bother me, and oh how much they waste my time.
it's been one day, just one,
and i already
can't stand the fact that i miss him so much.
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warm.
Monday, February 01, 2010
at
8:52 AM
hladne prste držao je na mom čelu, nehotice uvijajući pokoji pramen moje kose.
neravnomerni otkucaji, istovremeno usaglašeni sa mojim.
i neki čudan vazduh, težak za disanje, gust.
vratiće se, rekao je.
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